Sunday, December 19, 2004

Rich again + De butt in de open..

Muahahah. I am 550 dollars richer from the study awards, so in event if I start to bitch bt being poor, slappp my face..

Wealth aside, life is cruel. I'm starting school within 24hrs time. Back to sleepless nights, computer-sick days, bigger eye bags and lecturer's lecture. On top of that, I have tons of draining trainings to survive thru. No, I'm not complaining, it's an honour and has been my passion to play for the Singapore Open Team (how patriotic) and certainly a dream come true. My debut(pronounced as dee butt) afterall. But right now, every part of me is being put to the extremest test.. be it an obligation to not let the others down, a personal challenge to strive further, or a desire to prove myself. There's no time for complacency, laziness and inconsistency. (Though it'll be hard, given my glutton-like nature). It's stressful to be in the team competing for perfection all the time, but it's the only way I can take my game to a higher level. No more excuses for my bad balance of studies and play as I draw inspiration from Grace Chew (whom I saw at the Nike Clinic today). (hahaha.. okay, I'm in a rhyming mood today.)

And with this entry, I pledge to popcorn and friend that I won't let you down, won't neglect my studies and continue to play as hard as I can. (else you can slappp my face, ban me from eating excellent popcorn [<-- I swear that's the worst thing you can deprived me of on earth] or just killlrr me. =)

Your'rer gornar killr meir?
Nor nor, I'mm justr kiddingr.

Kerpal

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