Heavy Hearted

I've done what I could have done. Said what I've wanted to say. Voiced my unhappiness. Now the outcome is out of my hands.

With a heavy heart, I'll await the final verdict. Whichever way it comes out, I'll move on from there.


Talk about my regrets for not putting in my best efforts that could have been - better diet control, better conditioning, better care for injuries, better play on court, better communication with Lisa and my teammates, speaking up more during team meetings...

Talk about opportunities from here forth, I'll take them on, but I will never forget the beautiful memories we've shared. Believe it or not, I have a good memory when I choose to put my mind to it. =)

Even though I may not show it much, love you Lisa, for all the wonderful things you've done for us (cooking meals, laundry sorting, mystery touring, what not), a personable coach like you ain't easy to come by. I wish I could have done more to go the distance with you.

Like sands through the hourglass...

How about a light-hearted post after all that heaviness? =)

Siti Bapok Ah!Bang (spoken with the !* 'cluck' of tongue kung bushmen way - madam seah geofy will be proud), you'll be delighted at what i found in imdb - Internet Movie DataBase (for the uninitiated). hahaha. I just watched The Ugly Truth (boy ain't it HILARIOUS) and damnnn that cute doc is so familiar (and of course - hot), I had to google him.
Not all that cute here, but watch The Ugly Truth and you'll know he's got a hot bod

I told YiQi I've seen the actor before like from some drama, maybe dool (Days Of Our Lives soap drama) or something... but not that old. And guess what? He IS from DOOL and dool is not exactly an old series.... cos the hell it's still running! Imagine my surprise! And it really makes me wonder if all the actors did plastic surgery to maintain their looks cos they never seem to change the main cast.

Your favorite Malena is still there - but maybe not as hot as you think she was anymore.
Yep, definitely botoxed.

John, her lover, is still alive to accompany her through her old age..


Who can forget the sluty Kristen in her black bra scene to seduce John? (This one's left to get on with her life in The Bold and the Beautiful)


I think Stefonol died (I mean the character, not the actor) cos he's gone and in soap operas, bad guys do die even if it takes a longer time than usual.
Still looks the same old, same old


Hope & Bo are together with dunno how many children.. according to the latest episode guide, Hope is leaving Bo for good. (O, but somehow we just know she's coming back)
Looks a little like Sam Trammell from True Blood
definitely not aging gracefully with that throbbing vein

Sadly, our favorite couple Austin and Carrie has left (and gosh i'll never forget tt shower scene that it felt like my 1st porn movie. only tt it wasn't porn. hahaha. and damn isn't Austin hot!). And apparently, Austin the actor has moved on to another soap. But he still look as drool-worthy as ever at the age of 38. (Yea, I googled him too like all other beautiful men. LOL)
awwwwwwwwwww...
awOoo^ooooooo... he reminds me a little of Tom Welling actually

Oooo.. but guess what? That evil sister Sami is still alive in DOOL! How cool is that?
always acting pregnant to make up for her chubby face

And do you remember the forlorn but oh-so-handsome-bastard-child Lucas that always try to tear Carrie and Austin apart? He's still around. Gosh. I feel like watching DOOL online now.
Somehow in this pic, he looks like Clark Kent from Superman 2



Woohoo! Doesn't it bring back memories? I mean... Dool followed me through my primary school days - when I have to sneak out to the living room in the middle of the night to watch TV secretly, followed us through our teenage TK days when we were being plain weird by not sleeping at 2am in the night and too poor to suscribe SCV, when there were interesting make out scenes tt you've caught in the noon and told me to catch the rerun at night, when we've missed a hundred episodes and still can catch the story line after, and even till now... So many of our fav actors stayed the same and still acting. DOOL is the marathon runner you can never beat. I am nothing short of amazed.

I vaguely remember us complaining abt TCS 5 (ok.. maybe mediacorp already) ending the run of DOOL cos the company probably knows they'll fold before the series does. But o, they failed to understand... Those were our way of life (of late night corny TV) and those were the days of our lives. muahahahahaha.

Right.. so guess how many episodes of DOOL are there?

11170 as of 20th September. and still counting. And it started in 1965. Gosh, DOOL is 20years older than me! My broswer couldn't stop loading at the episode list page and I almost thought my computer got virus. I just couldn't scroll down to the end of the page, the scroll button shrunk smaller and smaller before you can catch it with your mouse arrow.. you should just visit the page for kicks. Cool eh? The kind of stamina DOOL has is inspiring. Even if I start watching every day of my existence from now, I'll never finish it. Good thing though, it does give people the will to live.. Think, "Oh, I can't die today, not yet cos I have to know what happens to Marlena tomorrow. Damn cliffhangers!!" ...And looking at my job prospects when I retire from Netball, I can join DOOL's cast and not worry about being out of a job ever. Ain't that great?

Oh, that sure is an amusing thought to entertain. DOOL brings back my funny antics during hard times. How's a couple of links to let you go nostalgic over (complete with cheesy fansite dated 1999, titled 'Austin & Carrie - Together Always' although we so know that they wouldn't be together in the end 'cos of the neverending conspiracy to split them up courtesy of Lucas & the pregnant Sami... Right???) =)

DOOL Official Site
http://www.daysofourlives.com/

DOOL on Wikipedia
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Days_of_our_Lives

Austin & Carrie - Together Always
http://www.geocities.com/TelevisionCity/Network/7678/index.html


O, I'm happy down memory lane, if life could be simple like cheesy soap operas with predictable storylines...

"Like sands through the hourglass... so are the Days of Our Lives."