Once bitten, twice bitten, thrice bitten. Never learns, never shy.
So here I am wallowing in my self pity, milking it for what's it worth, to remember how this feels and to remind myself how much more damage it could have wrought had I allowed it to be.
Thank god for this tiniest bit of self preservation given all my exuberance. Thank god for my past failures that I know this is but a slight turbulence.
So here's my choosing: to be like the brilliant Nebula in space - beautiful and bright, or the deep Abyss in the ocean - sunken and grave.
It's all but choices and perspectives.
Patience Grace, give the Nebula some time.
You'll be fine.